little life lab notes

i met someone tonight
the girlfriend of a boy
who died in 2022
he studied Rydberg atoms
what are the chances
usually i’m ok
seven shots in
you live in my mind
those articles
these hairline cracks
i want to tear every page
did dropping out set you free
i danced
eyes rolling
all torque and tongue
would you care
not knowing
is a sick kind of shelter
i’m struggling with TQEs
and your words
burrowed
are still squirming
i went sailing today
longfellow bridge
we knew it from below
how many times
did you cross it
alone
i’m ok
i’ll be ok
how dare you think
you mean so much to me
i hope you are well
i hope you are happy
you will be
i’m silly
i romanticize
but i’ll say it
i do miss you
some shape of me
misses
some shape of you
maybe i’ll build a startup
it’d be nice to talk
better if we don’t